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i'm vey (they/them). welcome to my little corner of cyberspace.

this website should be the general center for everything me-related, offering and ensuring direct access to my work in the most convenient way possible.

many may think of it a "portfollio," but i do not consider it as such - but rather much more than that.

to find out what i mean, just explore. perhaps you may find something interesting?

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i'm vey (they/them, 11/08/2006). local idiot racoon just trying their best.

aspiring thing-maker, while also a variety of things at once. i'm honestly not too sure about my life. as i'm writing this, it's still pretty early to reflect upon my life to make this little page substantial.
i mostly figured out what i wanted to do with my life once i got a good stance on the internet. but, is that really what i want my purpose to be? after years of teaching myself how to use various creation softwares like DAWs, engines, and art programs, i'm not sure if this is what i can be in the long run. but, i've gone down the road, and i don't intend to drift off. i won't let my skills go to waste, so i'll keep experimenting and push more boundaries to improve myself. both as a person, and my skills at creation.

i'd be lying if i said i was "there" mentally. i was diagnosed with autism at a very young age, which i do not intend to use as a shield, or direct closure for anything. i intend to take full responsibility for my actions, even if it may not seem like it's solely my fault to others. i never want to make mistakes, because it damages everyone around me. but, am i really human if i don't? and, why do i make the same mistakes every day, even at their brightest? these are the questions i ask myself every day. because, i am not sure of myself. i don't trust myself with anything because of how my brain works.
even my identity, being nonbinary and bisexual, is something i am not too sure about. one day, i feel affirmed, and i am essentially the kind of person i said i was, feeling the joy of being myself. and other days, i'm reconsidering myself. nowadays, i don't even know who i am some times. i don't even recognize myself at times, and i don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.

...oh. sorry for the brooding. it's just that, that desire to be sad is very interesting to me. we're all sad because we want to figure out the source of our sadness. we want to find the purpose of being sad. that's why we desire sadness, because without honest sadness, there can't be honest happiness. but, it tends to be a feedback loop some times. and the pursuit lasts what feels like an eternity. a lifetime. and it becomes basically who you are, just someone who is sad, and never looks happy.

it's facinating, isn't it? because, i know why i am sad. but, i know i'll never be truly happy again knowing why i am sad. we were all terrible people, me especially, but i hope that one day all of us, both you (reader) and me, can finally be happy one day.
i know this isn't something you expected out of me. but, it was what i could write at the moment. by the way, i want to take this moment to spotlight some influential artists that have guided me on my life thus far.

i'd be lying if i said Vylet Pony and her discography hadn't given me a new perspective on my life, and most of my struggles with it. her works such as CUTIEMARKS (And the Things That Bind Us), Carousel, Monarch of Monsters, Love & Ponystep, and so much more have highlighted core struggles within my life. i've learned to embrace that cringy part of myself, and never let anyone drag me down n' tell me who i am "supposed" to be in their eyes. i've learned to accept failure at times, embracing it like an old friend, and to seek acceptance from others and yourself at your darkest moments. i've learned to love myself, to live life simply for the love of the game. all of these things, by such a skillful musician, is something i strive to do one day for my work. and i hope to honor that wish some day.

DM DOKURO initially got me into making music at my younger years. along with some other undertale fan musicians at the time. experimenting with FL Studio for the first time was a very interesting experience, to say the least. but now, i can finally say that i have decent knowledge on the topic of composing(?) music. his later works such as the ferrofluid alias are things that i would eventually come to experience, and relate to, as well. something that, when i initially felt the feeling, i never truly could identify as my own sadness later down the line. it's not a curse, but rather, another perspective change that helped me find what made every day feel so off.

HALLEY LABS is something i've come to be familiar with over time, even during the LAPFOX TRAX years. a bunch of ROBLOX scripts would end up using things like Negaren, D-Mode-D, and Mayhem music, but that was the entire internet back then. The internet would spare no track under that label of being used in at least one thing, which introduced me to Kitsune² (later K²) initially. later on, i've come to appreciate emma's (and by extension, HALLEY LABS as a whole's) work, and the whole "alias" thing would come to be a huge inspiration for me as it was an idea i never really got to tap into until now.
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